Feeling

Life has taught me to see some things about people in a different way than before, I dont  know how far this is good or bad, but the disappointment makes me discredit certain things, this is my reality now, I can push myself to behave better , but I see people around me so fake. I dont need this. is not difficult to me believe in people, after all everyone knows I'm in love and happy about this, but I always walk with a guard lifted to others , everyone realized. About years.
as someone could make me suffering more than before in anytime. this is just a rant in English to relieve pain if I read it in the future. Only me and God knows how I feel so a have a kind of feelings that is better I didnt try to explain.

Like neo says... I know sometimes this gonna rain. \\